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[ ` lets out a barely audible huff, cheeks puffing out slightly with the inhaled air as she mulls the girl’s sentences over ] There are times where I’d ask myself if I was naïve, or just plain dumb. You know, ‘cause people these days are honestly… Sometimes I wonder if there’s even anyone worth trusting anymore. Especially if I’m left alone at three in the morning with nothing to do—that’s the worst. But hey, knowing that you and I won’t be left in a state of betrayal makes me really happy. Someone as lovely as yourself, I’d hate to lose you as a friend. This is the first time I’ve met someone like me, which probably means I’m going to have to keep you by my side for a long time to come. [ ` her eyes light up, the bright smile warming up her face instantly ] It’s a whole lot of pressure though. What if I appear in public one day looking horrible? I can practically imagine what the journalists would write about me. ‘Has-been idol’, ‘taking fashion too seriously’, ‘looking horrible’. It’d be a nightmare, and just—no. [ ` presses fingertips against her temples as her lips purse in a firm line ] You always do look good though! There are time when I need inspiration to work, and that’s when I start searching around. Your sense of style is spot-on, and it’s kind of casual, yet chic at the same time. You look real comfortable in your clothes, and I guess that’s what’s most important when putting something on yourself. [ ` bites down on her lower lip gently, a soft hum eliciting soon after ] Oh. Guilty as charged here too! With the extensive collection of overpriced undergarments and all. They’re pretty much collecting dust in my closet as we speak, and I honestly have no idea what went through my mind when I bought it. It’s not only undergarments though—there are some clothes that I’d never wear out in bright daylight. [ ` shudders as she pictures the few choice items she has in her head ] A cleaning party would be a miracle for me. It’s been absolutely ages since I’ve last done one… that is, if I’ve ever started on one even. I usually get way too lazy and give up halfway, but with your help, I think we could actually pull through and be productive this time round. [ ` laughs and waves her hand quickly ] I’d feel too bad giving you second-hand clothes! I’ll just get you new ones if you do end up seeing something you fancy. [ ` one hand stretched out, she rests it gently on the female’s shoulder, in an attempt to cheer her up ] I understand. No one said it was easy, but then again, no one ever warned us about all the cons that came along with being a celebrity. [ ` the smile curves her lips once more, though this time less wider than before ] I feel like deep thoughts keep us human. We need to think, need to exercise our mind and speak up about topics and all, don’t we? Else, we might start living as robots. [ ` chuckles softly, head raised in a slight inclination ]

‘she blinked, unsure how to take her eonnie’s current expression until she spoke, and with a nod of her head, she conveyed her understanding; You know? When that happens, I really try to take it as a learning experience. I’m..probably too naive for my age at times, but I think I’m also rather mature and should be making better decisions about who I let into my life and who I do not. Unfortunately no matter how much I maul over what I’ve done, and who’ve I’ve trusted poorly, it still happened and I have to live with that. So best to just…learn from it and not dwell too much where it becomes hurtful to yourself. That being said, I really need to take my own advice and stop dishing out to others first. 'there was a laugh that passed her lips, as she covered her mouth, happy with the next words out; Ah! I’m so happy, that makes me really happy! Because I’d love, and be honored, to be by your side for a really long time! You can have me as long as you want to! That sounded- odd. 'she joked lightly, at her terrible wording, though it was no surprise to anyone who actually knew her; Don’t worry, they’d write those articles about anyone and everyone who happens to have a bad day. Then not to mention, the netizens would have a field day. Then the moment you have a really great day, everyone would be 'looking amazing, eonnie is so good with clothes’, despite trashing you the moment before. It’s terrible! We definitely wouldn’t want that. It’s not really something anyone deserves when they have one off day out of a million. That’s..also just really what I go for. Cause honestly, I think if you look comfortable and confident in your clothes you’ll also look good. You just gotta own it! I’m just really glad other people think the same as I do when I dress. 'she laughed at the next bit, as both of them appeared very guilty; And they’ll never see the light of day with me. Cause I couldn’t even dare put them on for myself, let alone someone else. Not like I date at all. Hm, I’m sure there are definitely some regular pieces of my closet that I look at now, and just shake my head embarrassingly. 'she looked to the side, her lips pulling in just a look of disgust, even going as far as to stick her tongue out; And we should do it! Both of us. One part of the day at your house, and then another part of the day at my house, and no lazy for you! Or me, cause I feel you. I get so lazy sometimes and just go, okay I’m dumb. Plus I never am able to actually decide if something looks good on me or not and then just end up keeping it. 'she shook her head at herself; I didn’t think there would be so much, but sometimes, I understand why I choose to be an idol. And then sometimes, I wish to live life as a normal person. But I suppose that’s the same with a lot of people, wishing for something different. 'her hands locked behind her back, as she nodded in agreement; I can agree with that, if we lived life without thinking much about anything, we’d also be really boring people. Honestly, I wouldn’t hang out with us if we were robots. No fun at all. 'she chuckled to the thought;